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Taken from the Valley of Vision, which I think is a book that EVERY believer should own. It's a book of old puritan prayers, and has been such a blessing to me in guiding me to pray, especially when I don't exactly know what to pray or when God is specificially dealing with me in a particular area. Came across this one today and it was convicting. 

Desires

O Thou that hearest my prayer,
Teach me to pray.
I confess that in religious exercises
the language of my lips and the feelings
of my heart have not always agreed,
that I have frequently taken carelessly upon
my tongue a name never pronounced above
without reverence and humility,
that I have often desired things which would
have injured me,
that I have depreciated some of my chief mercies,
that I have erred both on the side of my hopes
and also of my fears,
that I am unfit to choose for myself,
for it is not in me to direct my steps.
Let thy Spirit help my infirmities,
for I know now that to pray for as I ought.
Let him produce in me wise desires by which
I am ask right things,
then I shall know thou hearest me.
May I never be importunate for temporal blessings,
but always refer them to thy fatherly goodness,
for thou knowest what I need before I ask;
May I never think I prosper unless my soul prospers,
or that I am rich unless rich toward thee,
or that I am wise unless wise unto salvatino.
May I seek FIRST THY KINGDOM and its righteousness.
May I value things in relation to eternity.
May my spiritual welfare by my chief solicitude.
May I be poor, afflicted, despised and have
thy blessing, rather than be successful in enterprise,
or have more than my heart can wish,
or be admired by my fellow-men,
if thereby these things make me forget thee.
May I regard the world as dreams, lies, vanities,
vexation of spirit,
and desire to depart from it.
And may I seek my happiness in thy favour,
image, presence, service.

Convicted... can I truly pray this? Thankful for the work of the Spirit.